My heart felt like it stopped beating and sunk into my stomach. I felt the tears start building up in my eyes and I curled up into a ball in the passenger seat. I turned away from my loved one. Out of embarrassment. And out of judgment for myself and them. I didn’t want to be a bother or a burden. I didn’t want to make them uncomfortable. I didn’t want to look over dramatic or weak. When we finally came to a stop they held me. Exactly where I was on the journey. Exactly where I was in that momen